Thank you internet Gods of the Universe for bringing me inspiring stories of human experience. Watch and question your beliefs around the benefits of meditation, crazy people you see on the beach, bliss, depression, losing your mind, what’s normal, and what's possible for you.
Now I experience myself like a tip of a great iceberg of consciousness.
I was lost in a rational world for a good 20 years. I was hard working, thinking only about material things.
For a large part (life) is a grinding affair. Working away, having a family, making the whole thing happen, and at the end of it most people are pretty worn out. They don’t believe in God, they don’t believe in anything beyond this ephemeral existence we live in, they're attitudes are cynical, they're, in America, what we call assholes. And I was one of them.
I realized I was still shoveling shit. When I thought about it, I thought this is the most absurd, stupid way to go through a life.
I was thinking suicide half the time.
Once we see the light, we know that there will be no satisfaction until we experience a kind of divinity. Something as close to divinity as man can experience. But frankly, I’m just trying to get to the end of my life, with out becoming an asshole again.
The people who love Slomo are cheering for that one person that got away. He escaped, and got to real freedom. Doesn’t apologize, he’s simply doing what he wants to.
Everybody has the capacity to dream up and believe anything he wants to, the shrinks would call it a personal delusional system, you believe it because you choose to.