I am ok. I am full. I am whole.
I am happy.
When I had this breakthrough a few years back, all I wanted to do was share it with the world and anyone out there battling with depression, overwhelm, unfulfilled, unhappy, frustrated, desperate, lonely, isolated, alone, about to give up, about to fall from the cliff. I had just come from the top of the mountain and I wanted people to know that there was a new day dawning, a new way of being in the world, where people like us could really live and thrive...
Sometimes its difficult to know what to do with your insights....however....today, I'm speaking about something I haven't before, at least not in this way....
To all the women and men out there seeking empowerment, fulfillment, and financial freedom: There is a new way of being in the world that has emerged. I've felt it for over two years now and I hadn't quite been able to express it...
I just knew I didn't like what I was seeing and what I felt. I didn't like what I was witnessing in the coaching industry (I had become a part of) and I didn't want to contribute to the icky feeling that I felt, but I didn't know what to do out about it. I quit the "industry". I unsubscribed from all of the emails from all of the industry leaders. I was totally turned off.
I decided to walk my own path, be in integrity, and continue to offer authentic support founded in truth, reality, and love. I continued to write my love story and pursue my art. I continued to learn, heal, expand.
Then my participation in the Her Terms Telesummit kind of blew it all open for me. Behind the scenes, a few of us 'Feminine Leaders' started having a conversation.... a real conversation about concerns of the sustainability of what is being touted as Women's Empowerment. We started talking about what it would be like to come together to raise awareness and money to save the planet, the environment, the rainforest. Or what it would look like to create an economy that was founded on communities where women could come to heal and recover and were financially supported and where the focus was not how you could make $10K a month or where you could get your next client.
In certain circles I call myself the ANTI-COACH. My GOD WOMEN!! Not everyone is supposed to be a coach when they grow up! I mean the world would be an ugly place if everyone was up selling each other into higher levels of support and no one was actually doing and creating amazing things in the world.
My most proud achievement of the past year wasn't how much money I made in one month, but that I am birthing a creative business and via my creative talent. It wasn't about the followers on instagram but that I create something every day that is beautiful.... My biggest milestone this year was when I got one of my pieces into a small but juried art show. And then when I gave that art piece to a friend who had encouraged me as a photographer and writer before I could claim that for myself. And one of my most honored and impressive clients was a near homeless single mother with a history of abusive relationships, who I helped feel joy in her life again and source money so she could get back on her feet, AND PURSUE HER CREATIVE TALENTS. That felt good and meaningful, like I was serving my purpose using my gifts.
I am a creative, a woman, and a leader and I stand for all individuals to overcome their strife and limitations by following their own unique divine guidance. But that can be almost impossible to do when you don't even know what the sound of YOUR OWN VOICE sounds like. And that is where a coach or a healer COMES IN. If I had not mentored and trained with my healing coach, I would not have been able to ditch the depression that had ruled my entire life up to that point. It wasn't the 10 years of therapy or all the self help courses I took or books I read, it was focused one on one work with a powerful healer that helped me to source my own energy that changed my life!
So how can I call myself the ANTI-COACH and still coach?!?
I don't align with the "coaching industry". I align with the powerful benefit of working one on one with a Healer, Shaman, and Yes, gasp, Coach (we do need some real world structure to stand on in our modern lives). I stand with all of the Healers, Shamans, and Lightworkers in the world, beckoning you to listen to the voice within, calling you to your greatness.
SO....PUUUU-LLLLEASE! DO the some-thing that you are here and meant to do, and do it because it calls you, not because you hear the CHA-CHING or see the BLING BLING.
DO YOUR THING.
Not mine... not hers.... not his....
There is a new movement emerging in the world, are you on the band wagon or are you walking your own path?
What transpired because of the Her Terms Telesummit changed my way of thinking about how I am being in service in the world. For those of you whom coaching has never been financially accessible to you I am offering affordable *not free* options for receiving healing and support.
I want you to do the thing you are here and meant to do in the world. I am offering high touch full immersion and accessible programs for those of you who truly need the support and structure to birth Your Thing into the world.
Join the movement. Walk your own path.
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Applications will be considered on a first applied first served basis and applications will close Wednesday April 29th and the program will begin May 4th.
For those of you coaches in my tribe who are seriously wondering what you're doing and why things just don't feel right, I invite you to meet with me and get clear on what it is you're really meant to be doing in the world.
I now understand the words that were whispered in my ear while running in the rain many years ago, this was what is meant for me. Be a vessel of God's love, be a vessel of God's will. Be a conduit of love vibration, heal with your energy. But how will I know? "You do not need to know." replied the voice.... For sometime I had thought I was working with the energy, now I understand that the energy works through me. The healing does not come from me, it comes through me and I am a willing conduit for healing for others. I made a sincere admission that the work that I engage in with my clients is less about process, procedure, and planning and all about healing and transformation on a deep and cellular level. As if I were a divining crystal, my pitch fork can tune in to the energy and patterns that keep people blocked and the limiting beliefs that keep us trapped in repetitive cycles, stuck in fear, and remaining unfulfilled.
This is also what kept me depressed for so many years, I was tuned into all the sadness of the world around me and didn't know my own voice, my inner guidance. I didn't understand what benefit at all could come from me honing my sensitivities, because I was too emotional, too sensitive, too sad, too serious.... Does this sound like you?
This gift isn't meant for channeling sadness it is meant as a catalyst for change.
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On This Day: On this Day:
On this day I thought a thought: (read the original post.) I don't want to do it like others do... I want to fuck it up royally and come out on the other side, alive, cleaned out, ginormous, a beacon of crazed inspiration. I have been disconnected from the magic of being alive. IT is magic and magic exists in this world.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME I BELIEVED IN MAGIC?
I had been blinded by the illusion that man does everything and all that is available to experience is man made. We've not dreamed big enough... I haven't dreamed big enough.